released February 24, 2024

Wayne Foster - I am all over the place, following the only thing I know, you're not alone although you are a special case I relate on many levels as you well know. You play the villain in every scene, the lenses you view through can be dark, gloomy and generally pessimistic. I'm always that dude trying to see the bright side at all times while holding a 1/2 of my cards to my chest. I play it cool like a fool, spiralling in the extended spaces, reviving and rehydrating upon the re-acquaintance. The Gunk is held at bay behind a thin layer of ignorance, at this stage it's the only way. Anything I can do to get me through the day to day just like you. We carry our pathologies on our sleeve, leaving a trail of loose screws and objects . Objects with associated relationships, objects with many sides and shades as I shine my awareness upon them and rotate around them seemingly stationary in my minds eye, wanting my sense of self to be stable and continuous in the relationship with them, but alas, it continues to change, I continue to change, in forever spiralling cycles. I know you've had it all figured out many many times, it made so much sense, the stars have aligned, the next phase is revealed as an unending ecstatic unfoldment of excitement and mysticism. Only to wake up the next day in reality........ A reality that, mind you, is becoming less and less real by the day, thats our saving grace. GRACE

Squid - There is a world inside of you that is yours to explore. You are a walking universe. I have worked very hard to ultimately understand
that is true, why it is true, then later wrestling with whether or not this knowledge is even important. The Jury is still out on that, anyway, epic journeys usually start with a question, not an answer. Just know that there is nothing special to know, you just know, don't forget how to play. Dad wants you to know, that you are capable to do this, I know it is not easy, believe me, you will come to understand that I do in fact know this, because I am doing it. If I can do it, Mum can do it, then you can do it. Who do you think is running the show around here? It's not me, I'm an NPC with a pile of self titled word salad rectangles on my wall. Say it with me now - 'The greatest trick the devil ever played was convincing me that I was him'. Don't fall for the tricks, pay attention, work for the light, in this sense some application of effort is necessary, awareness, detachment, insight, bliss, cycles and rhythms, the Eye AND the storm appearing within the embrace of the eternal presence. There you are, always have been, always will be. and will be forever and ever. Everywhere you go there you are..... Plus I will likely be around in some shape, form or formless mist.